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06 December 2010 @ 11:52 pm
[One-Shot] Their Heart  
Title: Their Heart [Sequel for His Heart]
Author: forever_smilez 
Pairing: Jaesu ♥
Length: One-Shot [1,001 Words]
Genre: Angst :( Romance
Rating: PG
A/N: Those of you who read and commented on ‘His Heart’ (you know I LOVE you right?♥) this is ALL YOUR FAULT!! XD Your comments got me thinking and I can’t get the fic out of my mind! Some of you wanted a sequel, here it is!
Thank you so much for you support ♥♥ Enjoy! ♥

 

It’s when life goes on without the presence of the person that the heart beats for, is the moment when that heart really starts to test them…

 

The brakes slam down.

His heart. He clenches around it tighter.

It beats vigorously against the palm of his hand. He fights against his feelings, thumping the instrument that beats for Jaejoong.

Kim.Jun.Su.Stop.It.

 

*Flashback*

“Here it is!”

Jaejoong pulls Junsu towards the building. He presses his face against the glass, his eyes shift from side to side watching in awe.

“This is the place?”

“Isn’t it beautiful? The atmosphere looks amazing, apparently the food is delicious!”

The windows eventually mists up, Jaejoong rubs his sleeves against the condensation of his breathing clearing the obstruction.

“Let’s go.”

“Hmm…?”

Junsu takes Jaejoong’s hand and leads the older man into the restaurant.

“What are you doing?”

“You said the food is delicious, I’m hungry, let’s eat.”

“Really?”

“Yes now get in.”

 

“What are you ordering?”

Jaejoong scans the menu excitedly.

“I don’t know, you choose.”

“Tsk, Junsu really?! You have the opportunity to wine and dine in the most poshest restaurant in town and you don’t know what to choose?

It’s because of you, that’s why we’re in the ‘most poshest restaurant in town.’

And there it was the day Jaejoong made his mark in Junsu’s heart causing unintentional thoughts to cross him mind.

*End of flashback*

 

His heart decided to set it’s foundations in Jaejoong’s, day by day as each layer of concrete is poured along their hearts to become one,  Junsu breaks it. He grips onto his heart to stop it from beating, he fucks around with other people’s feelings just to try and push his aside.

Why?

Because Junsu was scared. Never had one person managed to find their way so deep inside Junsu’s heart, to control his feelings, to make his stomach flutter, to make him feel this emotion that he never thought would exist from his world.

Because he had set his world in stone, play but never settle. But then change arrives, the start of his test. Fate?

For years he had played on people’s feelings, breaking their hearts and spitting them out to pick themselves up.

But now the table had turned, his feelings were being played, his heart was breaking…

He was experiencing what all those people he had a ‘relationship’ with felt, the rawness of love, hurt, the pieces of his heart shattering.

It gets worse the further he drives away from Jaejoong, his heart knowing that this was the last time he would see Jaejoong pours over the cement in truckloads.  Pouring, moulding, setting, not letting him break it again.

 

~~~~~

 

For Jaejoong, his heart didn’t bother to test him.

Why?

Because he would have failed before it had even started…

Because the doors to their heart don’t close as easily.

 

“Waiter! Another vodka here!”

Jaejoong raises his empty glass, he lies drunkenly across his left arm as he swings his right arm in the air gaining instant attention.

“Waiter!!”

His glass is taken away from his hand.

“Don’t you think you’ve had enough?”

“Nooo! Give me it back!”

Through hooded eyes Jaejoong reaches for the glass, his arm reaches further and further. Before he knows it he’s on the floor.

“Jae…”

He blinks harder as his blurred vision takes over. He suddenly blacks out.

 

~~~~~

 

7am. Jaejoong stirs in his sleep, as he turns over the blackness of his vision turns a bright orange. As he struggles to open his eyes, he realised his hand is occupied.

The sleeping form by his side, the red spiked up hair (Jaejoong’s favourite hairstyle)…Did I get so wasted that I’m still hallucinating in the early hours of the morning?

His hand is squeezed tightly, the sleeping form is awake, and he was real. Very real.

Jaejoong pretends he’s still asleep as Junsu pulls his phone out from his jacket.

One new message.

I’m free tonight if you’ll up for some more fun. Call me.

Junsu slips his hand out of Jaejoong’s and watches him, he shakes the thoughts that flood his mind out.

No, it’s too late.

He leaves the bedroom.

 

Jaejoong’s clenches his hand, his fist turns pale.

The door clicks and his hand is returned to the familiar warmth.

 “J-Junsu”

Junsu instantly lets go as if he had been caught out, the corners of his lips lifts slightly.

“What are you doing here?”

“I just wanted to make sure you were ok.”

Jaejoong’s heart.

“How are you feeling?”

So much better now you’re here…

“I’ll live…”

“Erm, good…I’m glad…”

“Why did you come back Junsu-ah?”

Their eyes meet and refuse to part.

“I needed to know.”

“Know what?”

“Whether it was you. Whether it was you that did this to me.”

“Was it me?”

Junsu’s eyes showed an emotion that Jaejoong had never seen before.

“I’m scared.”

“So am I.”

“Is it right that I should feel this? After all this time, one person can’t change me like this. It isn’t possible right?”

“Nothing is impossible.”

“Right.”

“Well is it right I should sit here and listen to you after all you’ve done? Should I have thrown you out? It isn’t possible to forgive someone that’s shattered me, I mean the pieces can’t be picked up and mended back together right?”

Junsu’s heart.

Junsu places his hand on Jaejoong’s heart; his other traces the outline of the older man’s face.

“I’m so scared.”

Jaejoong’s hand reaches Junsu’s chest.

“Just listen to this and you can’t go wrong, I listened and you came back.”

Their heart beats against the palm of their hands.

Junsu leans in.

“I’m listening.”

The whisper of his voices sends Jaejoong back to their first date.

Their noses rubs together, their cheeks meet, his ears filled with the younger man’s warmth. Their lips touch so softly, foreheads resting against each other’s.

“What’s it saying?”

They’re both breathing heavily, holding onto each other’s chest tightly.

“It’s yours and I have no say in its decision.”


 
 
Current Music: JYJ-Nine (on repeat!!) :P
 
 
 
maggieweerainbow on December 7th, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
Oooo YAY *claps hands excitedly and reads*
maggieweerainbow on December 7th, 2010 12:28 am (UTC)
ok...you did it again...I have tears again!!!! But this time it's happy tears :o)
It's so beautiful sweetie. I love it.
*wipes eyes*

You kept the same feeling from His Heart and moulded it and turned it around so smoothly into something beautiful. I love the way Junsu's heart ached for Jaejoong...it felt so real to me. And the way he HAD to go back even if it wouldn't end well there. I got the feeling that he was just so compelled that it was like he would die if he didn't.

Poor Jae, he was so sad he drank himself to such a state...but what an amazing sight to wake up to!! Right at the moment he woke up was when you really had me. Then the tears started to form...

Junsu’s eyes showed an emotion that Jaejoong had never seen before.

“I’m scared.”

“So am I.”


Such a turn around from the way Junsu had walked away from him...so open and vulnerable. And what his heart was saying

“It’s yours and I have no say in its decision.”

I'm starting to get emotional again, it's perfect. Just perfect.
*hugs you*

forever_smilezforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:28 pm (UTC)
Aww *hugs* ♥
I'm glad it felt real :) I was a little sceptical in writing a sequel as I was pretty satisfied with 'His heart' as it was, I was a little afraid that making Junsu so open and vulnerable as you said, and Jaejoong being so easily forgiving wouldn't fit with the whole storyline. But I'm glad you liked it *breathes a sigh of relief* ;P
Sorry I keep making you cry, I'll try not not next time :)

Thank you so so much, I really love and appreciate your comment ♥♥♥
karmie_se7enkarmie_se7en on December 7th, 2010 12:19 am (UTC)
ggah~ my heart clenched when i read this.
"it's yours and I have no say in its decision." omona~
forever_smilez: Jaesu-need youforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:30 pm (UTC)
:D hehe I felt it was cheesy :P but good cheese XD

Thank you so much! ♥
su_milk_junsu_milk_jun on December 7th, 2010 01:10 am (UTC)
“It’s yours and I have no say in its decision.”
*melts*

I LOVE THIS. Your Jaesu are always so heartbreaking, yet tender.
forever_smilezforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:30 pm (UTC)
:) Thank you so much hun! ♥
ekin_hardyekin_hardy on December 7th, 2010 04:21 am (UTC)
owh my gawd, how come you write so beautifully that i feel something is poking at my heart and it hurts~

great job, girl~
forever_smilez: JAESUforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:32 pm (UTC)
*pushes away the pokes to your heart*
I'll try and not hurt your heart next time :)
Thank you so much lovey! ♥
elvenknight16elvenknight16 on December 7th, 2010 08:58 am (UTC)
Awww I'm so glad that this got a happy ending after all a happy Jaesu rocks! Great job! Especially on the ending, it was so sweet~<33
forever_smilez: JAESUforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:34 pm (UTC)
:) I'm so glad you liked it~yay for happy Jaesu!
Thank you so much ♥
kathlynwolfkathlynwolf on December 7th, 2010 09:44 am (UTC)
You see, readers sometimes can bring out many things out of you ;)

I suppose there are many peoople who are scared of new things, who aren't used to show their emotions or aren't used to even feel love or how it is to being loved. Probably Junsu isn't the only one who doesn't know what is happening to him, why he had changed so much during such a relatively short time - people encounter those kind of thoughts pretty often. But not anyone can handle it, can face it and stand up to it like Junsu did. Although he was overwhelmed by this fear in the first place, he managed to turn aroud and come back, to ask question.

And because of it they could be together. Facing obstacles in a relationship makes it even stronger.

Thank you for this oneshot, it was as lovely as always <3
forever_smilezforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:38 pm (UTC)
:P
At first I thought it was best that Junsu remain one of those people who was too scared to face reality. But because of you guys he was able to :D hehe

Thank you so much hun! ♥
jstcrazyjstcrazy on December 7th, 2010 01:27 pm (UTC)
and I'm still crying T_T
beautifully written indeed...
thank you <3
forever_smilez: JAESUforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:38 pm (UTC)
:( Sorry!

Thank YOU so much! ♥
tetsuko_chintetsuko_chin on December 7th, 2010 02:11 pm (UTC)
OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~
how much I LOVE YOU for getting them back together again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so melted into a puddle of goo

the part when Junsu felt his own heart clenched cos leaving Jaejoong~
thank you~ thank you~
luv ya *hugs
forever_smilez: JAESUforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:39 pm (UTC)
:) hehe I'm glad you enjoyed it woo! :P

Thank you so much! Love you too! ♥
Yaonetiffa666 on December 7th, 2010 02:44 pm (UTC)
aw!! This is sweet and tender. Glad you made a sequel .^^

Good to see Junsu taking the risks eventhough he's scared, he listened to his heart.<333
forever_smilez: JAESUforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 03:42 pm (UTC)
Thank you for the inspiration to write the sequel :)
I'm glad you enjoyed it ♥
yeolleimsunshinelike on December 7th, 2010 06:49 pm (UTC)
The vulnerable side of Junsu only Jaejoong can see ~
Girl, you mend our hearts as well ♥♥♥ *big hugs*


forever_smilezforever_smilez on December 7th, 2010 11:32 pm (UTC)
Yes! :)
Aww I'm glad hehe
Thank you so much hun! ♥
tetsuko_chintetsuko_chin on January 19th, 2011 12:10 pm (UTC)
i'm back to read it again~
ohh my heart, at this part

“Why did you come back Junsu-ah?”

Their eyes meet and refuse to part.

“I needed to know.”

“Know what?”

“Whether it was you. Whether it was you that did this to me.”


hope u another update soon <3